They say that people notice what you're doing, Only when you stop doing it.

But I don't know if that's the case, I'm not sure if that's true.
So today it felt like disappearing, I had my phone switched off, and I deactivated my FB because it's useless anyway. and I wanted to take a break.
No, I didn't do that to see who would notice or who would care enough to ask where am I, Because I'm trying so much not to expect, and I'm already not expecting anyone noticing cause I'm not important to anyone like they are important to me.
I'm not sad, I'm just tired.
I think I need to visit a Psychologist, Maybe he/she could help me somehow.
actually I think everyone needs to visit one.
at least they will listen, They won't be rude, They won't ignore me, They won't judge me and maybe just maybe they will understand me.