I'm afraid of the darkness inside your heart.

In your mind.

You're allowed to create everything you want , even if for some stuff just to stay there.

I didn't promise you anything.

I couldn’t give , I couldn’t do , I couldn’t keep.

When People I know become people I knew.

That’s when I know how much our generation is fucked up.

Don't tell me you're here for me , when I see you standing so far away.

Thank you God.

I thank God for being alive today.
I thank God for giving me the chance to realize how easy it is to wake up knowing that you won't be there.
I thank God for the chance of seeing the light even though you're no longer the reason for it.
I thank God for being alive today , For giving me the chance to love again.

I wonder what have I done to deserve your Shit.

If you think I care too much , well Fuck off, It's your loss not mine.

Pride.

If people forgot about their pride and concentrated about forgiving and being honest , I believe the world will be in a better place.

Dear Mother ;

Yesterday I had a dream of you , we were playing and having a good time but suddenly darkness flew over the place , I had this fear , The fear of losing you , All You wanted was to get me and my brother out of this place safe but You and I were out of this place leaving my brother all alone , you wanted to go back there to save him , I prevented you.
I told you to stay and I'll go get him but once again that place transferred into a dark place I was afraid I'm losing you , I didn't know if I should stay there beside you or go and save my brother from the other dark side , I was lost I saw you fighting everything to go & save him and I kept blaming myself for leaving him behind.
And I woke up thanking god that it was just a nightmare.

At some point we must let go , I just did.

Always be nice to people , You never know what they are going through.

Battlefield.

My head is turning into a battlefield , I can't trust anything I hear and it's hard to believe everything I see.

Believe me if the decision was for my mind to make , it would have been much easier , But the problem is that I have a heart and you don't which makes it hard for me to ignore you.

You left and took away all the lights left.

Death.

Death tear people apart , Break your heart knowing that you will never see them again.
But the harder thing is for this person to be alive somewhere in this big world and you have no idea how to reach them just to tell them that you want them back in your life.

Everybody leaves because we gave them a reason to.

Follow your brain it will save you from the pain.

Today.

Today I was sitting right beside you in your house but I felt like I was sitting beside a stranger in an empty train while yesterday I was sitting right beside you in our school bus and felt like I was sitting beside my soulmate .