I'm always waiting.

I’m always waiting for someone. or something. That someone never comes. and that something never happens. I guess I’ll keep waiting.

A dark night of suffering, a long day ahead. where there’s no one listening, to the voice in my head.

Your love was never real, it was just a dream.

A dream that I kept running after. A dream where you always leave me hanging by the end. A dream where we meet but have nothing to say for each other. Wrong signs. Silent moments. Going to bed hoping I’ll meet you halfway, waking up crying as you ran away. But you were never real. in fact that wasn’t a dream. that was a nightmare.

I'm sorry that I don't trust you. And everyday you give me a reason not to. Actually, you freak me out.

Pretending is what I'm good at, faking a smile is just as easy as that.

If you don’t want me in your life, then walk away. I won’t be running after you. I’m tired of running as much as I’m tired of people walking away.

Empty is what I am. Heartless is what I claim. Pointless is my life. and The society is to blame.