I'll always remember you and smile.

I still remember every feeling I got like it was just yesterday.
To wake up to one of your texts.
to be able to tell you how fucked up my day is.
to wait for you to make my day.
to go to bed smiling because of you.
to wake up knowing that I'll wake up to a message from you.
and I thought that I'll have to deal with my shit all by myself.
you left me to some strangers that will never care like you did.
I'm not gonna lie I still look for you wherever I go.
I still have that feeling that we were made for each others.
But I also didn't forget the fact that I'm not dead without you.
That I'm here all alone without you.
I don't hate you and never will.
in fact, I'll always remember you and smile.